I lay in my pool of sorrows under the cold water of which I have cried, looking up at the stars that I want so bad but, just can't reach. I am in this pool of hate and lies grasping at air that I want to breath. You tried holding me back from the life that I wanted the life that I craved. Making me a victim of your games and a toy to your needs I want to drown in the pool of my sorrows and run to the place I crave. To reach the place where no one can hurt me. To go where you can't reach me, but… Continue

You lied to me my whole life. You are not who I thought you were and I am not who I thought I was. My life has been all about the lies that you lead because you lie I don't even know who I am. Why is this that your life has to be? Cant you just tell the truth about my life? About who I am? Can you leave that man that you really don't love? Can you choose me your daughter over him? Or will you keep lying? Will you keep pretending to be happy and fine with him. Do you still think about the man tha… Continue

She walks around with a plastic smile. Pretending everything is fine. She pretends her life is the best. When inside she's dying, sick of all the crap. Wanting to end her damn life. Wanting to just go away, because nobody knows, nobody could understand all she's been through. Nobody would notice she thinks in her head if I left today never to return. But she keeps that smile. Plastic, never letting her true feelings show.

Then with a gun to her head and the bite of the bullet on her mind she pu… Continue

You waited for me time and time again. Waiting for me to say yes to the question you asked me so many times. You waited as I found out that my life wasn't so great. Your hands and arms staying wide open for me to fill. You stood besides me as I got rid of the one that didn't love me. You stood behind me holding me up as I fought against the ones who hurt me. You are my shoulder I cry on. The person I run to when things go wrong. You make everything in my life feel better. You make me laugh throu… Continue

You say you want me to leave, but I am sure that if I walked out that door, away from you away from everything, you would beg for me to come back. You would beg on your hands and knees for me to come back and be your pleasure. But, once I leave I will never come back. I will never look back on this life that you gave me. I wont cry myself to sleep anymore because you hurt me. I will be happy to be away from you because you wont hurt me anymore.