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Even though the car had stopped Eric continued to push his hand deeper in me, blood had began to drip down my leg and tears had begun to stream down my cheek. Matt had tried to take Eric off of me but only so he could have a turn with me. Kylie just sat and laughed as the two boys began to bicker over who would have me as their prize. All I wanted was to get away from these people who I thought were my friends, but with two guys who were twice the size of me it seemed impossible. Matt had starte… Continue

The blue and red flashing lights flooded matt’s car with energy. At that moment I was completely unaware of anything or anyone else in my life, I didn’t care. I didn’t want to care. I just want to feel the rush, be away from it all. The only thing besides “the rush” that I noticed was Kylie in the back yelling “Faster matt, faster”. Her golden locks looked like a rat may live in it. I probably looked the same but I didn’t care. All I cared about was the rush. I yelled out to the sky and threw of… Continue

The black ballerina

danced in my dreams

her lullaby I heard through

all the screams

"I dance, I dance for death and hate,

I dance, and dance for death and hate"



Ribbons flowed around her

a knife was through her neck

the ballerina dressed in black

the ballerina cursed with death



so graceful

and so poise

so beautiful

with such grace

a black ballerina with a fallen angel's face



her eyes were black as onyx

her lips were painted red

her skin was pale as snow

she was the beauty… Continue

is it early morning

or a late night

my mother asked me this morning

I told her I didn't want to fight



was it an early morning or

was it a late night

my mother asked me this morning

in the car as she drives



was it an early morning

or was it a late night

my mother calls the doctor

she doesn't think i'm alright



she saw the bumbs and bruises

on my arm and thigh



she thinks my boyfriend raped me

and I think she's right



I pleaded for him to stop

I asked him not to do it

me v… Continue

A-R-D THE TEAM THAT CAN'T BE BEAT, THE GIRLS WITH ALL THE TALENT, SO BOW DOWN TO OUR FEET!!!!

Louder I kept telling myself, louder. THis is the biggest cheer compition all year and we we're going to win. We had too win, If we didn't we would be complete failures, not to mention the laughing stocks of every school in the district. We would be losers and we don't lose. 1-2 and 3-4 and 5-6 and 7-clean 8 GO! 1-. Every move, every stunt had to be perfect. Every girl had to go up flawless. Set-2 and… Continue